Bad dream

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Felt really tired today, no thanks to a very bad dream. I wouldn't call it a nightmare because it wasn't. It was just a super bad dream.

I know how some, no make that many, people say that the best time of their lives were spent in school. Well, I guess it wouldn't be that nice if they had to enroll themselves back into school long after leaving it. That's what my dream was about.

I dreamt that I enrolled myself back into secondary school, to be more specific, Form 5. It's not that I hated school but it soon dawned upon me that I was stuck in school for another full year finally finishing it by sitting for SPM, again! :o

I guess this is all due to stress. As much as I like my current job, it is pretty stressful because:

1. I have made so many mistakes, all of which I am aware of;
2. I feel bad for stressing out my superior with all my mistakes;
3. I'm doing tasks that are meant to be shared among two people; and
4. I'm not spending enough time with my family.

I'm seriously looking forward towards retirement, which will only happen in 30+ years time. *sigh* Long way to go.

As much as I'd like to

I don't spend enough time with my family, as much as I'd like to.
I hardly get enough sleep during weekdays, as much as I'd like to.
I don't mingle around enough with people, as much as I'd like to - so say my bosses.
I hardly keep in touch with my friends, as much as I'd like to.
I can't remember things very well, as much as I'd like to.
I don't go out very much, as much as I'd like to.

Life seems too short. Time passes too fast.