A day to cherish...as well as a day to feel foolish.
One
is that I almost lost something valuable but to someone that is so
very important to me. If i did lose it, I'd think that it was something more of a gain than anything else.
Both of us have the 'same code', and we both had ups and downs on the same day. There is another person who I consider to have the same code as us, and I wonder if she had some ups and downs today too.
Depression
sets in again today after hearing some news, that I was afraid of
hearing, mainly because I know that it was my fault that this news came
about in the first place. Perhaps if I wasn't so stubborn, things would
have remained status quo. But would I have been happy with that? Hmm....
My
stubborn self made the day end with me feeling stupid. I was adamant to deposit cash today. But how is it
possible that as I was depositing cash into the cash deposit machine in
Maybank that the machine decided to get jammed? And Maybank will take 3
to 5 working days to credit the account with the amount deposited. Slow-nya...